People always ask, bringing them back to memory’s past. So pass the flask and see how long it’s gonna last.
Changes: My own music, future, new goals, new job, more money :), some new people, new opportunities, loving it :D
Work D;
Friday I worked until about 12:30/1. Saturday, same. Just woke up today (Sunday) at about 11:30 and gotta get ready for another day. Plus Monday through Friday there’s the other job. *Sigh* the real world and I’ve only scratched the tip of the iceberg. I barely have time for much people now which kinda sucks, but I hope to see them all soon :/ I have horror nights next weekend too, so that’ll be my first REAL TIME OFF :) Arielle and them are faggots for going though -_- I’ll pretty much be the only one with a bunch of friends who will actually be surprised. Kinda took a lot of the fun out of going actually. No worries though. Fuck those fuckers :)
P.S.
Still love you guys lots <3
It’s 5:09am.
I’m in Orlando. I haven’t been on this site in a while, but ya. David’s on the floor sleeping. Everyone else is sleeping too. I can’t sleep. Tonight freaked me out a lot. A lot. My heart’s racing fast as hell still. I’m not putting the story all over Tumblr, but I’m so mentally exhausted. A lot of stuff has been bothering me lately, and I don’t want to get into details, but it has been and my creativity as far as ideas, is beginning to run very low. I’ve tried lots of things. I’ll be fine, but I’m not sure how I can control myself overtime. A lot of stuff hurts. It really does. Still kinda scared.
